November 25, 2014

A Confession


I have a lot things to confess but I wont. 
One thing I will confess is that I'm a very good liar. I hurt the ones I love the most, not intentionally, I just do it because that's what I've been taught. But as everyday changes and goes by, I change that little by little. I knew it was time to leave that behind when I hurt someone I really do care about and since hurting him hurt me, I stopped. But since he's gone, the old habit of hurting came back.
Lately I've been so cold hearted, that my only sweet side comes out when I'm talking to him. I basically don't care about no one, like literally and I'm sorry, I'm just tired of crying and getting hurt for being too good. Now it's me who turned the page. 
So basically I'm just a horrible person on the outside with the realest weakest heart you'll ever know but I wont say it or admit it. 
This is something I'm really good at. I'm really horrible but when I'm sweet if I say "sorry" out of no where, take it, maybe I wont explain but I mean it.
This is a fragile confession. No one ever knows me well or what I'm capable of.  
Not everything is what it seems.
So I'm gonna warn everyone to be careful because I really DON'T care about none of YOU or WHO I hurt. I can be fooling you, and I love playing games. 




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